“Passion has little to do with euphoria and everything to do with patience. It is not about feeling good. It is about endurance. Like patience, passion comes from the same Latin root: pati. It does not mean to flow with exuberance. It means to suffer.” ― Mark Z. Danielewski
Odds are that during your lonely nights, when you felt heartbroken and tired and defeated, you created this romantic myth of a “soulmate.” Someone you’d be in love forever and ever and ever. Your happily ever after. It seems like an innocent thing. Harmless. But the truth is that no one is ever going to make you feel like your heart is constantly skipping beats. No one is going to take your breath away each and every morning you see their face.
It’s the truth.
Lasting relationships have less to do with being in love, and more to do with respect, with admiration, with being able to overcome obstacles, to accept someone else’s faults, flaws, and shortcomings. Lasting relationships are all about compromises, about being able to defy the urge to jump ship when things get tough, to talk it out, to be honest with yourself and the other person…
The same way, when we hate our jobs, when we hate our boss, when we feel like we’re not being paid enough, or we’re feeling underappreciated, that’s when we create this myth of one’s passion.
Do what you love. Love what you do.
Do what you love and you’ll never have to work a day in your life. Find this one thing that sets your soul on fire and do it over and over again, with this stupid, ecstatic grin glued to your face.
It does not work like that. It never did.
First of all, if you do something long enough, you’ll lose your creative juice. Not for the rest of your life, but it will happen. You will hate your passion. Yes. There will be days when you’ll hate this dream of yours so much that you can’t even get out of bed.
Secondly, the more effort you put into something, the more you enjoy it.
Paradoxical? Maybe.
The idea is that feeling satisfied with whatever it is you’re doing takes time. You can’t rush it. Sorry. This is a tragic thing when we’re addicted to instant gratification, but it’s the truth.
The same way a lasting relationship has to be built, teared down, and rebuilt over and over again, your passion has to be defined, redefined, and refined over and over again. Until the day you die. That’s it.
Do I love writing? Yes. Do I have moments when I hate it? Of course. Do I have moments when I feel uninspired? Yes. Do I feel like doing anything else? More often than I’ll ever admit.
So much of life is about discipline. About doing what you know is right even when you don’t feel like it. This is what makes the difference. It’s not the kind of passion we’re so keen on dreaming about when we hate our 9-5 jobs, but it’s the only kind of passion there is.
You do it and do it and do it, and sometimes you want to roll over and die, and you do it some more, and sometimes you get lucky and it feels like magic. And you fall in and out of love with it, over and over again. And some days you hate it, some days you hate yourself. Some days, when the going gets tough, you’ll feel like quitting. Others, it will feel as if the gods themselves have created you to just do this one thing.
This is how it goes. On and on like this…
Great article, interesting quote! Thanks for sharing!
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Thank you for reading, Kyle!
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This needs to be said, many times and loudly. What a demoralizing myth this “passion” is. So well said.
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Really intresting, keep posting good articles.
All the best!
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…what if the love for what you’re doing has disappeared but you’re still doing it for the love of who you’re doing it for…..
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Some of the best words I’ve read on the subject of passion in a long time. This paragraph especially seem to hit the nail right on the head: “So much of life is about discipline. About doing what you know is right even when you don’t feel like it. This is what makes the difference. It’s not the kind of passion we’re so keen on dreaming about when we hate our 9-5 jobs, but it’s the only kind of passion there is.”
Thanks for sharing.
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Thank you for your compliment, Tobias.
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Reblogged this on Toby Backman.
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Doing what you love for a living sounds great, but it does seem as though there’s a lot of misconceptions about it. Passion’s important, but even then, it’s not always there. Great post!
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Yes, if you do what is your passion for a living, that means it’s your job, and you have to discipline yourself to treat it as such. That is the difference in a lot of cases between a professional writer and one who writes for a hobby. Of course, it can seem like drudgery to sit down everyday and write, no matter how much you love it. It can be a challenge some mornings to look at your spouse in all their un-glory, but you do it.
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Falling in and out of love with your dream. Very well written Cristian.
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There is blurred line between the things we need to do and the things we love to do…But People often mixes both of them and portrays the things that should be done at the need of the hour as their which is not really their passion…so people eventually fizzes out of their so called passion…Like you said Passion is a myth it truly defines the hidden reality and how we lie day to day to our soul…Well written
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Great piece
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Thanks for sharing. Needed to read something like this..
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All great interior designers have the passion in our bellies….every new project is as exciting as our first!
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Amazing. Thanks for removing the curtain from this overpowering and overwhelming word.
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I think this happens with everybody I am fed up of the job I’m doing now and pursue a my passion. I read somewhere, when the going gets tough get going. This is what we are doing now.
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It took 20 years of writing before I felt good about my craft and abilities. Glad I had the passion and endurance to keep pursuing my vision.
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Relatable. Love this! Also the quotes are very nice too!
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Great piece, professional musicians often find that they can compose for hours on end without ever repeating themselves, other times they sit and nothing happens for them. You are right in everything you said, when the muse hits then it is easy to create something new and wonderful. Keep up the good work and may you find your muse more often than not.
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Thank you, Dave!
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Very clear, concise writing. I loved the first paragraph about passion, patience, and endurance. Writing like this can go longer, because we are interested.
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Good points. It is very important to have the ability to handle difficult situations and keep moving forward in life, no matter what, with equanimity and calmness. Hard work and diligence plays a very important role in our lives. In a larger sense, we all write our own destiny. Take destiny in your own hands, dream of what you want to achieve, and write it in your own way.
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Great subject – its all a matter of balance. Doing something I enjoy makes me better at doing it, yet I must also be realistic about how I do things…
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I truly love this definition. 🖤
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From what I understand – the root (Latin) of the word passion means to SUFFER. Interesting…
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